Its unfair how hard we love.
To people we give it all.
Then one day...in one moment.
It's torn all away.
What is there to say?
When you've got a shattered heart and numb soul.
All I want is for you to come back home.
I trace back the our last words spoken.
I try hold on to every piece but everything's broken.
My skin feels too thick, suffocating the screams I have inside.
My chest heavy and tight a hollow breathe barely escapes.
It doesn't feel like the darkness will ever fade.
Where can I bury my head
To rot with the roses my thoughts go instead.
Did you remember how loved you are.
Did you think of what there is after
I'd do anything to hold your hand one last time
before life robbed you from mine.
Our time together seem so small
to the hands of time it barely existed at all.
Come back..come back
there's so much to do so much to see.
I feel like I'm living in a different life
This isn't real, this isn't my truth
There's no way I'd be in a world without you.
I miss you so much, my throat is closing from all the tears.
How am I going to live without you after these years
I'm working through this in the only way I know how.
I love you Grandpa.....Until we meet again, I promise to be the best possible version of myself.
Ronal Ray Blask June 9, 1939- December 10, 2019
